life is getting worst because without him..........???i 'm such a stupid fool should not let him screw up my LIFE !!!!! i should move on my new life ,everything has change .....

this afternoon he did call me regarding my car thing , the way he talk to me like ~ he dont even want to care about my thing , everything just make it clear . FINE !!! .... he's not worthy enough to even be in my thoughts. god knows he managed to waste enough of my time.i hope that i find the right man soon so that i can truly move on. but who is the right man for me ?

i could spend over time for my work , lost in my own little world .i should take a bit time to reflect what's going on in my life. thing have been getting worst recently.Work keep on coming thing that cannot finish. i should .....

" TAKE A BREAK" work is forever till you die , i really hope that time can back to when i was young nothing much to concern about just busy studying hangout with friend , have fun enjoy my simple life! so whoever is still studying should enjoy... by the way who's the one ~ willing to accompany me ??? for trip .. hahaha !

Wake up n discovered myself crying in my sleep... Dunno wat am crying for and who am crying for... Actually din reali sleep too ~ perhaps because i miss someone !!! Just feel real stress, my job n lots of things... thks sean for hearing me out last nitez n reali cheer me up during our chat... thanks you babe =)

stayed up for the few night and looking for new job , but still cant find a right job . =(
i just want to change a new job , i dont want facing someone .that person it's make my life so complicated and make me so unhappy everyday . can you just *f...of my life , i know is possible because ......you're my *b.... hahahah !!

dear babe i really miss my ex , it really hard to forget him . " when he gone the pieces of my heart are missing him " altought we break up almost 4 months , those happy memory keep on appear in my mind every 1o second. i know we are possible get together , but i have try my best to keep this relationship on .......at last he push me away. ouch!!! my heart it hurt~

maybe i know why he leave me because am not good enought to him......


hope one day i can find my MR RIGHT =)